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My primary needs are for microdosing, weaning off ADHD Rx's is almost complete and thankfully, quitting useless antidepressants and alcohol has already been successful.
But after so many years, I wanted to make room for a trip every so often.
My last trip on shrooms was before the lockdown & Covid19.
To borrow baseball metaphors, it was like an even paced game when your team wins over the course of 9 innings & you exit the ballpark happy.
That was four years ago. Recently I took what I thought would be a "moderate" .5 to .6 grams of Penis Envy. Talk about bang for the buck and bounce for the ounce! it took so little to get so psychedelic. This trip ( or ballgame) was almost an immediate blowout, with consecutive home runs in the first 3 innings, including an epic grand slam launched from the sweet spot of the bat, sailing over the third deck roof in center field and out of the park, landing on my head in the parking lot. The rest of the game was anticlimactic. I was my own sitter for the whole shebang
There was no dissolving of the Self, but the effort to maintain what remained was nearly untenable, so surrendering to the flow was best when the rapid onset of visuals grew in intensity; Tracers, fractals, Salvatore Dali and Hieronymus Bosch met M.C. Escher and Zap Comix. Music of the Spheres and Henry Purcell meets Zappa, Firesign Theater and Loony Tunes. Gratitude, wonder, tears of joy running concurrent with sadness and anger when thoughts about selfish & evil human activities entered my "mind".
Time distortions, gravitational lensing, breathing became necessarily targeted, lying down with a blanket over my head, turning off the phone and lights, and dovetailing back to the Now, everything still resonating after it solidified.
Penis Envy is not for beginners. Its potential must be considered and respected. It'll be awhile before I try a heroic dose, assuming I can get a sitter. Back to flaking off bits for microdosing.
So Yee haw! 5 stars for the experience. Praises and commendations to the master mycologists plus a massive chef's kiss and trophies to PromocoDC. Their friendly service and assistance was both helpful and reassuring.
This remarkable strain of PE psylicybe cubensis seems as strong as those blue microdots and purple Owsleys in the 60s & 70s.
Be careful with P.E's if you plan on having more fun than you originally intended to have.
